Friends ... How many of us have them?

I've been around awhile - I've seen and had a lot of messed up shit happen to me. I'm not sure what I may have done in a past life, but in this life EVERY SINGLE ONE of my "best friends" has fucked me over and I'm not talking about they spoke shit about me behind my back (which I'm sure they do - I usually find out), but they leave me high and dry or throw me to the curb. Each time I've never been mad about it, but just highly disappointed by the cowardliness of it all. If you're going to do something don't be a little bitch about it just confront the situation. In all reality - I'm sick of the games and lies. I've come to learn that you really can't trust anyone. I need to start picking better people as my friends. Some where in the time that I've been getting older I have softened up. I'd hate to go back and be the bitch I once was, but people aren't leaving me with much of a choice.

twitter

One more thing -- I'm still on twitter and I love the shit out of it. I get to speak to so many people from around the world on a daily basis. I also get to "stalk" celebrities and read their mindless tweets. However, Ashton Kutcher gets on my nerves. He shouldn't have been allowed to sign up for a twitter account -- yet I follow him, WTF! Frank Iero and the rest of My Chemical Romance are, 30 Seconds to Mars are also on twitter, Frank is funny.

Anyway, if you haven't, you probably should check out twitter -- especially musicians.

http://twitter.com/punkarella

Punks NOT dead and neither am I

Why do I let stupid people bug me? I hate stupid people. How or why are they allowed to exist? Anyway, that's my post for today.

P.S. - I placed an ad on craigslist for male friends and that is what brought up the topic of stupid people.

haircut from hell

all I have to say is how do you go from a to b to c? apparently my hair dresser didn't know that logic - she bypassed b all together.

Finance Math Homework

Wow, Chapter 11 is crazy!! My mind is very boggled. How can I do this math yet I have to take Math 030???

Job Search

My job search isn't going very well. On June 13th - I will be unemployed for one year. I want to stay in the music industry, but it looks like that might end up being a jaded dream. I was scoped out on craigslist for a receptionist/personal assistant job, but I don't think he was too impressed. I interview terribly. On my way home the radio station was asking unemployed people to call in to their "job fair" so that they can be published on the air and online. I was aired on over the air waves and published on their website, but I sounded like a total tool haha. If I don't find a job soon I'm going to have to find myself a sugar daddy hahaha, right.

A little history on my job situation - I was employed by Echostar (Dish Network) for 8 years and towards the end I was completely miserable. I was offered a job with a record label, but in the end they decided to eliminate the position. I had given my job a month's notice and ended up without a job in the end. I refuse to work for Echostar again. They're a terrible and heartless company to work for. They don't care about anyone who works for them. They only care about the numbers. I refuse to be a corporate robot -- unless it's in the music industry :)

Doctor Time

I think it's time to go to the doctor. I have felt several little bumps inside my boob and its starting to hurt a little.

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crazy ass weather

So, it's officially Spring and we're having mini blizzards and snow storms (like thunderstorms, but snow instead of rain). I wish winter would have been filled with all of this crazy ass weather!!

Side note: I've been drinking and listening to 80's music most of the weekend. I'm feeling old and single.

FAN GIRL MOMENT

haha - so I'm a twitter whore and a month or so ago all the band members of My Chemical Romance signed up. Well, last night Ray Toro mentioned a double solo. Which I have no idea what that even is. So, I asked him and HE REPLIED - woo, amazing hehe.

Album Reviews

John has great album reviews. Check out his website.
http://johnrflynn.com/blog

Not Popular is rather rad too.
http://notpopular.com/
My Album Reviews link

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Adult Content

Now, let me explain why I chose to make this blog adult-ified. I curse, a little to a lot to not at all, but better to be safe than sorry. So, shit fuck fuck shit!
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Blackberry Storm

Leaving to sell off the last of the accessories of my beloved bb storm :(

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Test from the Blackberry

I'm testing to see if I can actually blog from my freakin blackberry :) this thing can do almost everything, except walk my dogs.

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introduction to my madness

I'm not really sure why I started this. Maybe I need an outlet of some kind even if it is "written". I used to write in a diary every day when I was younger, but I stopped doing that when I lost all of my thoughts in a storage unit. I don't know if those were read by anyone or if they were burned. In either case, my thoughts, dreams and heartaches were shared with someone; who didn't know me. If I made this private there's a chance that could happen again. So, I'll just let it be public. What's the worst that could happen? Someone taunts me? Oh no ... I'll probably be really random and post for no apparent reason. If you're reading these, maybe you'll enjoy it or it's a time waster, either way, thanks for reading.

xoa